What a great deal this is. I mean: The deal of life. I was just realizing the angle of the heater vent in my bathroom and how it pointed toward the shower. And, that it warms people up when they get out of the shower. Maybe it’s because I don’t know anything about housing architecture and that that is the “standard way” that people do it. But, I gotta say… I am really fortunate to live in such a time that we have automatic hot air blowing towards you when you might be at your coldest.
I mean, it’s really cold outside. In January. And, heat when it is cold is like gold for the poor; sugar for the hungry; a relief of no compare. It’s just: In doing all of this engineering and trying to bring something pleasurable to human life in my ventures, sometimes I forget that we already have it pretty damn great right now. The winter especially spells that out. We got luxury. Cars to go far in a quick time, even over ice, the internet gets fast facts, and phones provide quick communication to the peeps we care about, and even emergency services. Damn. It’s worth it to reflect on these little details – the depth of it all. The converse is jadedness or apathy, I guess – Not being able to recognize our disposition as raw, vulnerable human beings. The flip side, being pretty grateful for it all.
Sure, I have been watching some sci-fi movies of the ridden future and have been experiencing heat in the freezing cold, and maybe I got some perspective on matters recently, and yeah, I have been making some pretty great progress in my projects… But, wow. I’m grateful for all of this. We don’t have hyperdrives to take us to alternate galaxies yet, or have super-ultra clothes to make one temperature all year long, but damn, when we do, will we appreciate that on a daily basis – It’s human nature, I guess. All good. It’s just… I felt really blessed, just now.
I thought of this concept as I was driving to my parking space at work this morning (in the freezing, raining cold). I park on the roof every day. I like the sun hitting my face when I get out of the car, and I like looking at the landscape around me – trees, hills, colors…. And, I was thinking: Why don’t I park on a lower floor where I’d be “covered”? Well, it’s just that… If I park on a lower floor, I’d be “covered”…
Yeah…. I’d be covered… Covered over. For better or for worse. No sun, no landscape views. Sure, I could park there on rainy days, and not on sunny days, but nah – I have a tendency to park there every day. And, there’s a great view of downtown from 6 floors up, and I get to see it in it’s various forms.. Habit, I guess. But, a habit that has benefits, I think. I can see the way the landscape looks for miles and miles around, not just downtown. And, on rainy, freezing, cloudy days, it look absolutely awesome, too! The planet is doing something in this region and it’s doing *this*, what it’s doing now. Cool! So yeah, rock on. I want to see it all from the best vantage point that I can.
But, anyway, to cap this off before I talk about the Hex Light…. It’s just a reminder to me that we have vulnerabilities as humans, as organisms on this planet (like to cold temperatures and to the taste of food / water-like substances), and that most of those things have been solved. We can relax. Haha. I mean, if I (or you) get worked up about other things in life, welll… Chill. Go back to the basics and love it! Right down to it, it’s being grateful for what we have. Basically, working with whatever we have (even, have *left*) in life to work with and using it well. It’s an attitude, a perspective… a centering. I just felt that today.
And, now… The Hex Light. For the Hex Light, I created the circuit layout, printed the transparency, exposed the photoresist to it, etched it, cut it, drilled it, and busted out 25 little circuit boards! Haha. I loved it. It’s done. Finally. Now, I can assemble them and set them up on the light.
I only needed 16 of them for this project (I amended it from 18), but I’ll use them to fill the light out and wire up the matrix. I am choosing to wire the matrix part of it on the installation instead of the circuit board itself. I went through great pains to decide which way I wanted to do it. But, I think the modular board wins, instead of the installation itself. Any installation can have alternate wirings, but the board will remain the same. Plus, you’re talking 16 inputs as opposed to 48. So, quite a bit of board savings there. I might change it later, but REV A has it at 16 inputs, and already wired matrix inputs.
I’ll post the rest tomorrow. I’ll have a little more room from my philosophy speakings, and the Hex Light will have its own spotlight. 🙂